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21.09.2014 – A liberalist (little ‘l’) rant.

Sunday, 21st September, 2014.

A Liberalist (little l) Rant.

For a few weeks now, there have been books piling up in my room. Not books on Islam as such, but books about the culture of Islam in British society. I have a small book about the life of Muhammad, which has been shortened considerably and made into poetry, because I think I should have at least a basic understanding of the beliefs of Muslims before I delve into books about the culture.

I remember telling the warden, director of collections and librarian in my interview that one of the things that made me want to work here was the House of Wisdom, where the Islamic studies collection is housed. For years, maybe even since the twin towers fell, I’ve been feeling a growing sense of unease and injustice about the way the western world reacted. Although I was only  at the time, I remember walking away from the TV when the news was reporting on the first missile to be fired in the war in Iraq. I remember that it was 20thMarch, I remember exactly where I was and that it was a Thursday. I remember balling up my fists against the injustice. I couldn’t understand how this ‘war on terror’ could be anything less than terror itself. I was utterly frustrated.

Each headline that I’ve seen since grouping a religion and a culture with terrorism, rather than making me angry anymore, makes me sad. That it could be over a decade later and people still listen to the fearmongering headlines without any thought of looking into it themselves – to even just typing something into Google or researching, or just asking human beings about it – that they will read words written by one person who is controlled by a political party with a clear agenda – baffles me. The fact that there is consistently no country-wide uproar about the suspension of Habeas Corpus reminds me of the very situation we went to war against in the ‘40s. Do not even get me started on the vein-popping term that has recently surfaced – Islamist.

But I digress, and get into political and cultural matters that it seems can never be resolved. The point is, I was never much interested in Islam, just like I was never fascinated by church history or any other religion. My interest has stemmed from the desire to understand. I find racism even in my very own family, the Ahluwalias that I love. They can’t seem to understand that we are the same, at least culturally. They laugh at Citizen Khan, they relate to East is East…do they not realise that our culture is essentially the same? It is at this point that I seek to define my liberalism. I firmly believe in the rights of the individual, and that those rights overcome any kind of communal right. In the same way that a community has no authority to infringe upon the personal rights of someone based on their sexuality, gender, race, beliefs, marital state or anything else for that matter, I can see no way that it is right for people to judge others based on their religious beliefs. There is a misconception that liberalism is about ‘live and let live’ – my liberalism is not. I will not ‘let’ people be racist around me – nor tell me that abortion is wrong, or be sexist or classist. If someone’s personal liberty is infringed, then my liberalism tells me that something has to be done.

I think that books about being young, Muslim and British appeal to me for two reasons.

1.  Islam seems to me to be very much the underdog at the moment. I want to defend moderate Muslims to people who cannot see past their own prejudices. The only way that I can do that is by making sure I understand a little first – you cannot argue with ignorance if you are ignorant yourself.

2.  I heard an interesting conversation with Zia Chaudhry the last time he came to talk at gladlib. He pointed out that perhaps one of the reasons young Muslims feel so alienated is because when they go to Western schools, all they learn about is the West. Not in any subject – history, politics, science or literature – are we taught that Britain is multicultural. As he spoke the words, they were sent clanging around my head, like a revelation. The only time I learned about Sikhism was in A Level Religious Studies, and even then it was one module about the very basics of the religion – nothing that reflected on the culture. I spent at least two years learning about World War II in history, but not once was it mentioned that people other than British people fought in the war. For the most part, the history taught in schools ignores the experiences and contributions of the people from the empire and commonwealth. Rather frustratingly, I still can’t find anything that lists or barely mentions other cultures involved. I know from my own research years ago that 83,005 Sikh soldiers were killed and 109,045 were wounded.

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Britain is multicultural – shouldn’t our schools be too? Maybe it would end the cycle of ignorance – at least then people can make their own, informed, decisions.

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I know this was a rant-y blog. Sorry. But I think sometimes these things need to be said.

20.09.2014 – A Spot of Tea.

Saturday, 20th September, 2014.

A Spot of Tea.

Today was the day for an intern outing. I had been far too excited when I saw this list on Buzzfeed, which talks about a tea room that is very easy for me to get to.

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Although we love the gladbubble, it feels pretty good to get out once in a while – especially to a place where we can (window) shop when the shops are actually open. Until today, the only time we have forayed into Chester is when we all have time off together – which is only ever on a weekend evening, post-5pm.

Today, however, we got on the bus and got off in the right place, and there were shops open! Cath Kidston! H&M! The Pound Bakery (two cheese and onion pasties for £1 – that was my lunch sorted!) SHOPS! PEOPLE!!

After the initial excitement, and after I had one of my two pasties, we headed to the tea room; we embarked upon the visit which had been planned since the very moment that my eye purveyed this:

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The other intern is mad (excuse the pun) on the Mad Hatter, and Alice in Wonderland in general. I am rather keen on tea and cakes. Put them together and it was the perfect place for us to visit. The little menus were very cute.

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The teacups were very cute.

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They did soya milk. I had a spot of earl greeeey, and drank it with my pinky firmly in the air. We had scones, and jam, and clotted cream.

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I had a very enjoyable day. I spent little, ate much, frolicked with the other interns…much fun. Much fun.

19.09.2014 – Intern Adventures!

Friday, 19th September, 2014.

Intern Adventures!

Tonight…was an interesting night. The Hawarden Estate (where the Gladstone family have lived since WEG married his wife and inherited it) are holding a festival this weekend. The hotel (it’s not a hotel!) was entirely booked out by people coming to the festival. It was a very strange, uncanny, yet liberating experience. The hotel was full technically, but because everyone was at the festival, the building was empty except for us three interns and the kitchen staff of two. We spent most of the evening in the Gladstone room, enjoying that deep silence that I so relish, fairly certain that we wouldn’t be called upon to connect to the wifi or fix a TV. We were ever so slightly on edge knowing that 10 rooms were still to check in, and time was going on…

After dinner in the near-empty restaurant, we retired upstairs. We congregated in one of the rooms so that we could still hear the bell, and set up The Beloved’s rather large laptop to watch some films and wait for the guests to arrive. We began to get peckish, and spending a Friday night watching films seems incomplete without some pizza. We ordered Domino’s and waited.

I’m sure I’ve told you before – the food here is delicious, but always healthy. There’s nothing quite like the smell of a warm pizza and wedges after a period of healthy food – that distinctive smell of paprika and garlic and mozzarella, and the sight of a well-browned pizza is enough to start my salivary glands off even now.

With a slice of pizza in hand, drinking a glass of cold coke, watching some terrible romcom like Made of Honour and laughing along with the other interns, I was really happy.

It felt like a night off, which is why it felt strange putting down the pizza and pausing the film to go and lock up the doors. We didn’t really know what to do; with 8 rooms still to check in and it being past 10, we decided to lock the front door and await the bell, should it ring.

Where the night would have ended after the film, we decided to put on another – if we were going to stay awake to check people in, we may as well continue the fun! People started arriving at 40-minute intervals, from 11pm until about half 1 in the morning. We finally decided to retire at about quarter to 2. The films were halted, the laptop put away, the lights were about to go off, then…

We heard crunching. As in, feet crunching on gravel. Everyone had already checked in. We congregated in the hallway, trying to figure out which window we could hear the sound coming from. One of the other interns said, with widening eyes, that the path was not a gravel path. I realised with a jolt that the only place we had gravel was below the windows. As in, directly next to the windows. As in, had-to-walk-across-the-lawn-in-the-dark, face-pressed-against-the-glass close to the windows.

It was at this point that I had to make a decision. I was either going to run into my room cower under my bedsheets, or go charging out there. The latter was the decision we made, because rationally, it was most probably someone trying to get back in after a night at the pub.

We walked up to the big doors that protect the gladbubble from the darkness. We couldn’t hear crunching through it anymore. Rather than opening up the big doors to reveal nothingness and perhaps more terror, we decided to go out of the side door. One intern stayed by reception whilst I and the other intern charged out in our slippers.

It was pretty dark. The lights that usually shine onto the road leading up to the Library were out – they always go out at 11.30pm, but we’re rarely up to see it happen. I called out a ‘hello?’ which sounded a little angrier than I meant it to (I blame the adrenaline). There was no answer. With that, our bout of bravery was gone and we fled back to the bubble.

About ten minutes later, the intern on duty got a call from someone. They were looking for their phone charger and wanted to see if it was in reception. When we went down, we asked if she had been outside in the grounds.

Yep.

I’m pretty proud of our bravery though. We were like Bilbo Baggins, going on an adventure.

18.09.2014 – the short tree has its hand up

Thursday, 18th September, 2014.

the short tree has its hand up

N.B. I know I keep using the word ‘beautiful’ in this blog. I do own a thesaurus. It’s just that no other word had quite the right ring to it – no other word coudl describe the story.

I hadn’t really read any flash fiction until I came to gladlib. It was an evening when I was splurging on books that this book first attracted my attention.

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At the very beginning of my internship, I was still used to earning a reasonable amount of money from the restaurant job, and a little book wouldn’t hurt my wages too much. Add that to the revelation that I could add books to my room account and pay for them later and I was book crazy. I have since come to the realisation that even if I have to pay later, I still have to pay…and the financial situation will not have improved. Saying that, I’m glad of that situation because it introduced me to a beautiful form of literature that is akin to poetry (and we all know how much I love poetry).

Having this book on my shelf makes me undeniably happy. I can just be walking past and decide to take it with me wherever I’m going – to lunch, to the laundry – even for a shower (I read it before I get in)! The fictions are so short that they can be read in a matter of minutes – but you gain so much from it. As an almost-writer (as the old marketing intern said to me once – do you write? Then you are a writer!) the short fictions launch my creativity into a space where anything could happen – the stories almost become prequels to my own. The pieces are so beautiful in this little orange book that I have yet to think up anything worthy.

One story in particular is beautiful, and has stayed with me since I read it months ago. It’s the story that turned me into a gushy fan-girl at Gladfest when I met Tania Hershman, and made me gutted that I missed the chance to write with her. This is the story.

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the short tree has its hand up

The short tree has its hand up, the short tree wants to ask, wants to ask a question. The two taller trees ignore the short tree. They whisper together, the one tree leaning in to the other, giggling a little, flirting, while the short tree, its hand upraised, is crying out now.

The bridge sees the tree and wonders why it’s not allowed to ask. The bridge sees the boatman and knows that the boatman will be under and through and waits for the boatman to pass. I will say something, thinks the bridge, but the house in the distance knows the bridge will never say. The house watches the bridge, for centuries now it has waited for the bridge to take courage, to speak. And not yet.

The short tree thinks about lowering its hand. The short tree thinks about giving in. It is such a day, thinks the short tree, and the clouds agree. Not a day for questions, the clouds tell the short tree. The simpering, giggling taller tree gazes into her companion. It is a day for this, thinks the giggling taller tree, not knowing that her companion is distracted. The other tall tree is paying no attention to her solicitations. The other tall tree bends and sways towards the opposite bank, where something has caught its eye. Trees have eyesight that stretches far and over, through years and through weathers, undaunted by flowing water.

The boatman has seen this all. The boatman knows the trees. The boatman has a wife at home who doesn’t like the boat at all, because she knows he loves it more than her. The boatman’s boat sways a little, watching the tall trees, the short tree, the stone bridge, the stone house, and the clouds. The boat looks up at the clouds and wonder if, just if, it might be time for rain.

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Tell me that’s not the best story you’ve read in a while. It was inspired by this painting. I personally think that the story is more beautiful than the painting. I’m amazed at the amount of undercurrents and hidden stories that it releases even now, reading it for what must be the tenth time. Beautiful.

17.09.2014 – Bookbinding Part III.

Wednesday, 17th September, 2014.

Bookbinding Part III.

Today, I was a little shocked at my beloved Keats book when I arrived. I’d forgotten the damage I’d done with pastes and knives last week – though I had to remind myself that it wasn’t damage, it was improvement. On reflection, I was quite happy with the smooth edge of the folds where I had peeled away the old binding. Perhaps my mind is slowly changing to that of the conservator.

As we discussed what I would be doing today, the conservator’s eyes lit up – I would be making the headband. As up to this point, the only headband I knew was the one that keeps my hair out of my face, this was going to be a learning curve.

The conservator explained the history of the headband. It’s a part of what I enjoy so much about these bookbinding sessions; he clearly has a real care for the process of making books – it’s not just a job to him. Rather than showing me how to begin and leaving me to silent work, he told me about the history and use of headbands – so I knew why I would spend the next two hours labouring over my book, hand-embroidering the headband.

There are two types of headband – faux headbands and sewn headbands. The faux ones are the most commonly used today – short of having a book hand-bound like my Keats, you’d be hard pressed to find a hand sewn one. Even the nice (expensive) books in Waterstones have faux ones. I realised this when I was trying to explain this to the other interns; even the hard-back Patricia Bracewell book I’m currently reading (and it is a lovely book) has a faux headband. These headbands are simply glued on and add no support to the book – it is purely for cosmetic reasons – the illusion that the machines take as much care as the hand. (They do not.)

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The headband I would be working on, however, is the hand sewn kind. They add strength and durability (which I think books need now I realise that the only thing keeping them attached to the cover is the front and back page and a sparing amount of glue!) and they take stress off the binding, which I’m sure my little Keats will appreciate, having been hand bound by me…!

I used two colours to make it obvious that the band had been hand sewn (if the wonky lines weren’t enough!), and chose colours to compliment the beautiful marble paper I showed you last week. The technique is complex, and a little confusing if you think about it too much. To avoid the book being littered with tiny knots of embroidery thread, you tie the two colours together. You then begin to sew with the main colour (the pattern goes main-main-complimentary, so my colour scheme went blue-blue-yellow, blue-blue-yellow). The way you have to weave the two colours together reminded me a lot of knitting. The aim is to get a pearled finish at the bottom of the headband.

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You have to sew it deep into the binding every now and then to maintain the structural utility of it.

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The finished product should look something like this.

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Do not quite expect that level from me though. Until next week, bookbinders!

16.09.2014 – The Room of Lost Things.

Tuesday 16th September, 2014.

The Room of Lost Things.

I’ve been meaning to write a review on this book for quite a while. My reading is slowly gathering gravity now; with a choice between Netflix or a book, it’s 50-50…and the books are beginning to win. Before I arrived, I could read with the TV on or any number of things going on in the background. Since I’ve experienced the deep silence of the Gladstone Room just after work (it’s almost guaranteed to be empty until about 6, when the trickle of hungry people come in to wait for dinner), I’ve discovered a new experience of reading. I’ve always heard people say that they were in another world, but it’s always been a bit of a cliché to me. The only way I can describe it (which is probably a sign of the damage that Netflix has done!) is that it’s like I’m watching a TV show. I don’t quite register that I’m reading; I’m so into the story that I’m not aware of turning the pages or my eyes moving down the page- I actually see it.

This book was the first book I have read (at least in a long time) where that has happened. It might be the book; it might be the atmosphere of the grand old building – I suspect it’s probably both.

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The thing that first drew me in about this book was the character of Akeel. For years now I’ve been interested in Islam (not so much the religion, but its people). In many ways it draws similarities with my own heritage of Sikhism. I find I have books in my room about young Muslims and how they cope living in a country where it seems that daily the newspapers have smear campaigns about their culture. But that is a blog in itself.

The story is set at Loughborough Junction (you must excuse me – the only way I can navigate places in London is by the nearest station). The book follows the lives of people who live there, and their lives just about intersect with one another’s (but barely). You spend a chapter learning about a man who sings on the bus, and then in the next chapter you notice him as he walks past the new protagonist. It’s a story about everything and nothing; nothing much happens but you learn everything.

Then we come to The Room of Lost Things. I don’t know how Stella Duffy came up with it, but the idea instantly set my mind ticking with the endless possibilities.

Stella wrote a blog about writing the book, which you can read here. I’ve copied the most important part below (in case my technological skills do not extend to correct hyperlinks!).

‘As far as I know, there are no other big-city novels that were inspired by the writer’s dry-cleaner (who had become a friend after years of chatting across the counter) saying: “You should write about a dry cleaner. We know people’s secrets.”

Five or six years ago, Faisal saying, “we know people’s secrets” stayed in my head, took up more space, filled my thoughts. It got in the way when I was trying to write a play and work on a TV idea and finish another novel. The things that are left in pockets. The duvet that’s taken in to be cleaned. The dress that is let out in order to hide the weight gain – and the other taken in to emphasise weight loss. The keys cut – and kept. The stain that may be removed, but has still been shared with another person. Another person who, unlike every other shopkeeper, does not simply sell you something you want or need, but takes your dirty, soiled, used – personal – items, your own things, and then gives them back to you – clean and mended. And in the case of this book, the shopkeeper who has been doing that for over forty years. Who has seen his beloved city change from behind a counter, looking through a plate glass window.’

The Room of Lost Things is just that – a room full of whatever is left in other people’s pockets. Robert, the dry-cleaner, has a room above the shop where he keeps everybody’s pocket fluff – from buttons and train tickets to best-man speeches. Though all the stories are different, they are linked by what their people have left in their pockets. I’ve talked before about how Doris Lessing’s The Good Terroristplagued me with her attic full of mess and disorder – this does just the opposite. For a room that could be horribly disorganised, Robert keeps them arranged; each type of ticket has a box, and each box has its place. I found myself worrying about how he ordered them – were all of the bus tickets together? Were they separated from the train tickets? Or were the boxes ordered by the people who had left their things behind?

…But digressing from the strange way my mind works, it’s a great book. It’s worth a read – and it might even make you feel a little bit like a Londoner.

15.09.2014 – A New Project.

Monday 15th September, 2014.

A New Project.

When I first arrived at Gladlib, I had a meeting with the librarian and the director of collections where we discussed what I would like to do at my time here. I remember in the interview, they expected me to be interested in archiving, but wanted to make sure I knew that a lot of the job would be day-to-day librarian work. I told them I was very happy with this; the reason I applied was because I wanted to work as a library assistant, physically in the library rather than worrying about meetings and funding. I reiterated this in my meeting, that I wasn’t desperate for a huge project that would take up most of my time like the previous interns; I could see that there was plenty to do in the library with organising, straightening, statistic collecting, updating the collections and displays. For the last few months, that has worked well – there are now excel spreadsheets where there were floating bits of paper, the shelves are straightened often and the missing books list is finally taking shape.

You may remember that the marketing intern left, and our two new recruits were starting as library interns. Having four of us in the library means that a lot of the operations work in the library is more manageable; with all of us working, the library is in the best shape (and organisation!) I think I’ve ever seen it. With this is mind, I began to notice the things that have been pushed to the corner of my mind, but now stick out like a sore thumb. Such a place was this one.

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I know the signs say Work in Progress. They have been a Work in [not]Progress since I’ve been here, and in fact for so long so that the director of collections doesn’t even know what’s there! With the extra hands, myself and one of the other library interns have made it our project. We’re in the process of cataloguing everything that’s on the shelf. I’ve already found some interesting things – it turns out that C.S. Lewis stayed here for a while, and somebody found a satirical letter they think was written by him. The full adress when he would have stayed was St. Deiniol’s College, Church Lane, Hawarden, Near Mold, Wales.

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We’ll present the final report to the librarian and then we can figure out where it all can go. Once again, I have a steely determination to SORT, ORGANIZE and promote NEATNESS.

13.09.2014 – 14.09.2014 – Apocalypses and Bucolic Languor.

The Weekend – 13th and 14th September, 2014.

Apocalypses and Bucolic Languor: A Weekend with The Beloved.

I could bore you with details of how I luxuriated in the utter normality of this weekend, or I could sicken you with my lovesick ramblings…but instead I could start with my dream. It wasn’t quite a bad dream; more an uncomfortable one. I was in an empty, echoing town hall, the floor of which was littered with Gladfest leaflets. I was trying to gather them up and organise them into piles, but the wind kept picking them up and scattering them along the floor again. That would seem like a straightforward dream, but there were also giant insects swarming over them, and as I was picking them up I had to ease them from under the stick-like legs. They weren’t entirely out of the blue; the night before, The Beloved and I had watched The Mist, and these creatures were part of the film.

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My dreams are always pretty easy to decipher. It did make me think, though, how films affect our minds; we use them as entertainment, but arguably everything we watch can change our perspective. If you read regularly, you’ll know about my love of the uncanny and the post-apocalyptic genre. The Beloved shares this affinity, so this weekend was filled with post-apocalyptic films. I’m always kind of aware of how it affects me; I used to play Left4Dead2 all the time and the result is that wherever I go I’ve mapped out exactly what I would do if the zombie apocalypse happened. At Gladlib, I’d head to the kitchen for food and the library for Gladstone’s axe, and then chill out in the strong room with the giant door for a while. From there I would plan to get to Aberystwyth (The Beloved and I have a joking unofficial plan to head to Aber in the event of zombies – the sea is on one side, the only other way to get there is by car – zombies can’t drive – and train – which is only every two hours, so controllable – plus we know the layout of the town back to front. Plus the fact that every good zombie journey needs a long and arduous journey before the reconciliation). This is not a new plan; at my previous job I discussed this at length with one of my colleagues and we established where the local gun shop was, the strength of the shutters and the availability of food. He was also very beardy and burly so a good person to have on my team.

I digress. The hours of watching apocalypse films transformed the world around me. The Beloved had heard of a craft fair (and he knows I love craft fairs!) so we decided to take a break from the end of the world and go for a walk. It was a really interested craft fair – a floating market! He lives near canals and people were selling goods and food – there was even a narrowboat dedicated to cheese! Of course The Beloved and I shared a treat from the ice cream narrowboat.

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Stepping out into this peaceful world where everyone was happy and the sun was shining, surrounded by rolling hills and canals brought to mind the bucolic languor that fills Keats’s work (theres my 6 degrees of Keats for the day!). It was like at the end of a film when the protagonist wakes up and realises it’s all a dream. Strolling down the canal arm in arm, occasionally sniffed by dogs and eating an ice cream, my happiness was heightened by the fact that it wasn’t the end of the world. We went home to a delicious Sunday Roast. Rest assured, although I’m a little too interested by apocalypses, I still don’t want the world to end. If anything, I think having an insight into another, darker world makes me appreciate the world we’re in. [Okay, so that was a pretty cheesy ending. Sorry.]

12.09.2014 – Indian Food and a Film.

Friday, 12th September, 2014.

Indian Food and a Film.

Today was a day I’ve been looking forward to for ages. You might remember that The Beloved went on holiday a few weeks ago, and then I went to the Indian Wedding Extravaganza, and then it was Gladfest…all in all, although I’ve had a really great time the last few weeks, it feels like ages since I’ve spent time with him. Having lived together for four years, this last year apart has been a different experience. Pre-Beloved, I was happy to spend time alone. I looked forward to alone time with a book or a film. Being in a relationship, suddenly it’s much better to read leaning up against a human radiator and watching a film is much funnier when another person is laughing too.

It was when I was working on the gate at Gladfest, directing people to alternative car parks, that I made the decision that I was going to do something about how much I missed him. As cheesy as it sounds, I’ve noticed recently that I can’t understand as many of his jokes; I used to have to explain his obscure film references to people, but now I often have no idea what he’s on about! I texted him then and there and we made plans for me to visit Ellesmere this weekend.

Usually he comes to pick me up from the Gladbubble, but because I have a book to read I decided to get the train. The train to his is about an hour; in this time I managed to start on a new book I’ve been looking forward to for ages; Patricia Bracewell’s Shadow on the Crown. The other library intern has been raving about how good it is, and as I’m still firmly in the Viking Realm with Giles Kristian’s trilogy, I thought it would be interesting to read a story taking place at more or less the same time but in Great Britain. I was not disappointed; I pick up the book whenever I can.

When I arrived at Gobowen train station, we did the usual cheesy running-through-the-crowd-into-each-other’s-arms that we always do. I couldn’t help the Cheshire cat grin that was plastered on my face. By the time I arrived it was already starting to get dark, and we headed to the local Indian restaurant. It always amuses me that they know him by name in there – this is how I find out his sneaky eating habits, when he tells me he lives off fruit and vegetables!

Although the Gladlib chef is fantastic, it was so nice to eat food that was unhealthy. It kind of fits in with the principles of the library that the food should be healthy, and although I have considerably expanded my eating horizons (most of the vegetarian food they serve is also vegan), it was nice to taste the archetypal taste of the British curry. It was a taste of home that I miss without even realising it. When we were sitting down, the doorbell rang. I very nearly got up to answer the door, I’m so used to my Gladlib duties!

We ambled home with our bellies full and popped into Tesco’s on the way. I can’t tell you how liberating it feels to have a shop less than 20 minutes walk away that is open from 7am until 11pm! It was nice just to walk around and look at everything like they were relics of my former life – I remembered DVDs, Pringles, Mini Rolls! Clutching a packet of Warburton’s crumpets close, I walked close to The Beloved, feeling his warmth radiate as the night grew chillier.

When we got back to his house, we watched films until the light had faded completely and then beyond. It was nice being able to let my eyes flutter as I let sleep arrive, curled up in a nest of thick socks, warm hoodys and the big quilt from his bed. As interns we lock up together now (through choice – so we never have to do it alone), and it takes considerable will to stay up until 10pm every night!

I’ve had a lovely evening, and I look forward to a lovely weekend away from the library. Although I love the job, there’s no arguing that it’s intense. It’s nice to be in a shop when no one recognises you as someone who works there; it’s nice to settle down to a film without the ever-lurking danger of the bell ringing shrilly. Everyone needs a little time off now and then.

11.09.2014 – In Which I am Famous!

Thursday, 11th September, 2014.

In Which I am Famous!

You may remember that I got a fancy camera for my birthday. Since then, photography has become more and more a part of my role at Gladlib, as well as a part of my person. I now have the camera on hand for any events, and have taken some pretty good ones of the library, even if I do say so myself! The marketing intern and I had been collaborating on photos and since she has departed (sadface), my photos have more or less been the face of the library.

It was no surprise to me, then, when the Director of Collections asked me to send her some photos of Gladfest for promotional means. It was only later that she mentioned it was for the local paper.

I know that it’s a local paper, and they probably don’t get a huge amount of circulation, but since my interest in photography has only been indulged since midway through August, I’m pretty proud of myself. I even got a credit!

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In the outside world, I’ve always projected myself as a liberalist and a reader. In the Gladbubble, though, that’s more or less the same as everyone. I find myself luxuriating in the glow of like-minded people, but at the same time it’s easy to feel like there isn’t much more to you. The marketing intern was mad on comics (and mad generally…!) and the other library intern is a History buff, and for a while (though I was perfectly happy) I found myself at a loss of how to identify myself. Then shimmered in the photography. Suddenly I found something that I was good at again, and enjoyed spending time on. In the first week I had the camera, I was crawling on the front lawn and lying face up by Sofia trying to get the perfect shot. In the three weeks or so since I got the camera, I’ve taken nearly a thousand photos and filled up an 8GB memory card. It’s gotten to the point where both the librarian and the marketing officer come to me if they want some photos taking. I’m rather proud I have to say. Today, the marketing officer appeared with a copy of the Flintshire Leader for me, and I spent the rest of the afternoon showing it to anyone who would look.

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I think I’ll add a photo page to this website when I get a chance. Then you can see fancy photos like this!

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